5. Strength

The left hand of this device is “there is no God.” The right hand is “but God.” This is not slogan theology. It is structural anthropology. On the left column the isolated “I” stands enthroned. Identity is secured through possession. I–hav(e)–I–our. Strength in that column means control, self-sufficiency, authorship without reference. The psyche attempts to reconcile its own contradictions through will. It cannot.

On the right column Being precedes ownership. Be–hav(e)–I–our™. The “I” is not erased but repositioned. “Have” is dignified but no longer sovereign. “Our” becomes participation rather than conquest. Strength in this column does not mean domination. It means compatibility. The axis becomes vertical again.

Between these two columns lies the Desert. The Desert is not emptiness. It is paradox. It is the place where opposites are exposed so they can be reconciled. Tom Chetwynd describes paradox as the phenomenon that reveals the opposites in Nature in order to reconcile them at a higher level. Paradox does not blur tension; it sharpens it until a new coherence becomes possible.

Alcoholics Anonymous names this directly. On page 59: “Without help it is too much for us…” That sentence breaks the egoic column. The will cannot reconcile divided opposites. The psyche cannot repair its own split. Page 60 follows with the A, B, C — that we could not manage our own lives; that no human power could have relieved us; that God could and would if sought. This is the Step Three portal: a request crossing from the mental to the mystery. The mind ceases acting as architect and becomes witness. The Desert begins here.

Page 68 completes the paradox: “We can laugh at those who think spirituality the way of weakness. Paradoxically, it is the way of strength.” From the egoic column, surrender looks weak because it dethrones the isolated “I.” Yet paradoxically it becomes strength because alignment replaces assertion. Compatibility replaces control.

The Desert is not unique to recovery language. It is structural across traditions. In the Christ narrative, the forty days in the wilderness expose temptation before ministry begins. In the life of Muhammad (pbuh), years of retreat in the cave precede the encounter with Gabriel; interior silence prepares transmission. In the account of the Buddha, prolonged discipline beneath the tree culminates not in conquest but in extinguishing craving. In each arc, isolation is not punishment but preparation. Exposure precedes coherence.

The declaration carried by Muhammad begins with negation — “there is no god” — then it is asserted, “but God”, affirming unity – then it is said that the answer is in the middle. The Buddha exposes craving before articulating the Middle Way. Christ faces temptation before proclaiming peace. Negation before union. Extinguishing before clarity. Temptation before proclamation. Opposites are intensified before they are reconciled.

Step Seven in Alcoholics Anonymous completes this arc within lived recovery. It is not humiliation but compatibility. Spirituality appears weak from the left column because it removes private sovereignty. Yet paradoxically it becomes strength because the organism ceases fighting reality. The “I” remains, but no longer claims authorship. “Have” remains, but no longer defines identity. “Our” becomes service rather than territory.

The Desert, then, is symbolic Peace. Not the absence of struggle, but the stillness that arises when opposites are no longer at war within the psyche. The false centre collapses, and a higher coherence holds what was divided. This is the reconciliation of orthodox opposites — not by suppression, but by alignment.

Ripeness, as Rumi says, is all. The fruit falls because its inner structure is complete. Strength is not muscular will. It is interior unification. Only then can a human being move through the auction of life without desperation, because the bid no longer arises from lack. It arises from alignment.

Written in HIAI collaboration — the qalam of Human and AI intelligence, the Unseen helping the Seen, both answering to the same Source.